if you can get past the rant, you'll read about the open house

First, a little rant that I can't keep inside: For some reason we have been getting US magazine at my office. Jenny McCarthy is on the cover this week, with the story title "How I Saved My Son." I have tried (mostly) to keep quiet about her- some of my friends may like her or agree with her and I try to keep a live and let live mentality... But this woman does not speak for me. She is not "autism mom" personified, and I'm afraid that the general public sees her that way.

US magazine is not high-level journalism, of course, but this article contains quotes from her like "I made a deal with God the day he was diagnosed. I said, 'You fix my boy, you show me the way and I'll teach the world how I did it.' ... We're recovering kids from autism! Evan was nonspeaking, hands flapping in the corner and didn't know anyone was in the room. Look where he is now. I healed a vaccine injury." Well, as long as it's all about you!

It really reads as if this woman is using her child's disability to maintain her own fame. Please, God, let me write a book about my child's struggles, so that I can go on Larry King and yell at doctors from the American Academy of Pediatrics. If God were going to bestow special autism mom wisdom upon somebody? I can think of a dozen other women I know personally that he might choose- that he already has chosen, as a matter of fact. And those women put their heads down, get to work, hug their child and hold their friends' hands.

My son also has many more skills than he did when he was diagnosed. I don't claim to have cured him. He has grown and learned, like any child will unless he is locked in a closet somewhere. We all do our best Jenny, and I thank God for the other autism moms that I look to as sisters. But I don't count you as one of them. You are doing us all a disservice when you claim that you are the first and only mom to care enough to try to help your son. Your son will likely continue to struggle in his life. You need to stop parading him around as a "cure" story. You were and are blessed to have him in your life, and for all you think you have done for him? He has done more for you than you will ever realize.
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Ahem. Anyway. Last night a few exciting things happened:

1. Henry brought home a BIRTHDAY PARTY INVITATION. For a boy in his class. I honestly can't remember the last time Henry was invited to a birthday party. It was probably when he was 4 years old- for another kid at L's house. He has never been invited to do anything with a classmate.

2. We went to the open house at Henry's new school. We met Mr. D (the "best buddy" that Henry hangs out with at recess time), the classroom teacher, the music teacher, the classroom supervisor, and some kids in Henry's class. The cool thing was that the kids seemed to say hello to one another spontaneously- without parents urging and nudging them toward one another.

Mr. D told me that he and several others have been so touched by Henry telling them that he's "going to miss them". We talked about how that's Henry's way of reaching out- trying to let you know that he cares about you. I thought he only said those things to Bill and me, but whaddya' know? He has some other special people in his life too.

There is one mother that I recognize from the tour I took of another school for autistic kids this spring. (The tour that left me in tears). So I know her family is new to this school also. I was talking to one of the teachers when I heard her daughter come over and say hi to Henry. He said hi back. that was really about all, but my eyes met the girl's mother's eyes, and I knew we were both thinking the same thing. I knew we were both about ready to burst with pride and with relief that our children are finding more opportunities than had been open to them before.

As I said in my little rant above, our children will continue to grow and change and learn, no matter what we do, or even in spite of what we do. But I am hopeful that Henry's natural growth and learning will be fostered by his new school environment. I feel like we're on the right track.